it takes courage to believe in things that might not exist anymore

this week was one emotional roller coaster.it's just awful to know how cold this world can get.and insults just come one after another, non stop.it's like being slapped many many times on my poor face.call me over sensitive or anything, i might even have read too much into things, but im growing increasingly resentful towards people around me.well, let's just narrow this to people in school, of all ages i would say.thank you all so much for giving me such well-thought comments, that i guess is supposedly to help me do better in school huh.i really appreciate the fact that im constantly demolarized to such a level that i wish i never tried.i loathe jc life.it's sucking everything out of me that there might just be a possibility that i'll grow numb soon.i hope.

i love my crescent days(:(: sth to cheer me up once more!